Hooda you need to take some of the coments from these guys with a grain of salt I am sure that when they started there welds looked as bad as mine and yours there is quite a learning curve to tig welding thats for sure getting right settings and gas flow what size tungsten and filler rod its endless but I do think this can be learned most members here are willing to share there knowledge and advice so hang tuff you may find someone that knows the in's and outs of tig in your area and pay them for a couple hours of there time or a case or two of beer to do a little coaching might be the ticket hang tuff brother things will get better if you are determine to and keep trying good luck